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Once again. A gift I went all out on to be unappreciated. I buy her a specific XO bracelet she fcuking ALREADY lost, and she throws another bracelet with it. now there isn’t any significance in having an xo bracelet. It’s so fcuking annoying but its cool because spiteful, I’ll become. NOW, I’m still getting her shit by doing her tattoos for her and she has the fcuking nerve to be an annoying little ungrateful bitch!! After today I wont be spending ANYMORE money on her fcuking stupid ass! I don’t know why the fcuk I do it to myself! Back to spending my shit on MYSELF! I dare her to cry about it to me. THAT’S NOT MY JOB! Christmas is over and you didn’t deserve shit you got anyways. I’m still not over her and her disrespectful ass but she can continue thinking shit is merry. Little does she know, it’s just because I don’t give a FCUK anymore!!!

Lol. I got bitched at for buying MYSELF shit! Interesting. If I don’t spoil me … Who THE FCUK is?! EXACTLY! Like please. I work for my money! I spend it on US, and HER! Now ??? IT’S FOR ME! I treat her like shit, I’m this and that. Fcuk do I need to treat you good for!? I don’t get it! So da fcuk!? Just so tired and all about ME and no one else. I’ve obviously being doing it all wrong all along. P.S. we never made it to ny, just the two of us. All of a sudden she has plans for Steph and Tati to go to ny. Lmfao and she wonders why she’s a piece of shit. Ready for bigger and better things, this IS NOT it! I don’t need holidays to make me feel special …. CORRECTION! I don’t ever get good holidays ANYWAYS! Fcuk bitches. I think I’m gonna be alone or get a man. NO DICK. NO PROBLEMA! Fcuk it! I’m a hoe anywaysssss

ANOTHER HOLIDAY RUINED!!

We were “supposed to be” going to New York. It’s 1 in the afternoon and she’s still passed out. I took off of work for nothing. Smfh.

I wanted one thing for Xmas and I’m pretty sure I’m not getting it 😒 i never learn. Always going above and beyond and I’m left until last minute. Whatever. Fcuk Christmas it’s never a good one anyways! ✌

I should notice how unimportant I am. I start shopping ASAP for her in holidays and shit to make sure she gets something that day! Me? She doesn’t start until the day before. Like for my wack ass birthday! Like for my NO gift last year! I didn’t have money for her birthday like she didn’t for mine …. but I didn’t forget about it! I fcuking ended up taking her out around MY birthday! What happened for this birthday? She dragged my fcuking gift out when it was just money and didn’t even get me a gift to unwrap like I asked. I asked for fcuking Adidas sandals!!! $20 sandals! I asked for a simple fcuking hair cut so long ago! NOTHING! But I’m busting my ass shopping for her? Man fcuk Christmas! Fcuk making people feel special! Fcuk it all! I’m over fcuking being nice and letting it be overlooked. So, heartless, dickhead, selfish bitch, I’ll be! This shit is sickening wasting time on bitches who deserve to be treated like shit!